around the corner

its final exam week!!!!

omg!!!!

tashabar nya nak balik!!!!

im being so extra rn.the fact that my paper is on next monday,i can still berjimba (a bit). ouuu and also its RAMADHAN! its time to change now for good hmm

idont even know what im writing bcs i have zero idea for this entry.just realized that having a blog is easy but keeping it alive is soooo hard! :') can someone please give me some topics and ideas to write.

p/s: does this blog really have readers? lol!

tid-bits of Kehidupan Universiti

Honestly, i really am not the appropriate one to guide ones on how to live their uni life.

Therefore im here to express what i feel about life in university.

I am now pursuing barchelor studies in a local university and quiet young i can say because i took a shortcut to make it here lol not that im using inside man.its just that i got into foundation programme for a year before. 

*language transition here*

lupa nak mention tadi aku masih budak tahun pertama (sem dua k) kat universiti. Aku rasa macam tak jauh beza dengan kehidupan aku sewaktu di asasi cuma kalau kat asasi kita jumpa manusia yang sebaya kita je tapi kalau kat uni ni even first year pun dah ada yang lebih tua dari kita sbb mereka mungkin ambik program yg lebih panjang tempoh berbanding asasi contohnya; diploma or matriks 2 tahun or etc..sejujurnya aku rasa kalau ambik diploma pun okay jugak sebenarnya sbb kalau dah masuk degree nanti tak terkial2 sangat sebab dah belajar certain subjek means lebih advance and boleh skip certain courses (sapa yg faham bagus,sapa yg tak nanti la korg faham2)

okay back to the topic, long story short..budak universiti mesti pandai berdikari,buat keputusan sendiri,sentiasa berjimat,pandai bawak diri,pandai bersosial!buat lah kawan yang baik seramai mungkin.nanti kita susah inshaallah mereka jugaklah yang akan tolong.

i bet mesti dah banyak post mengenai how to/what to/what to not during uni years and pelbagai tips pasal kehidupan belajar.so i dont want to waste your time reading all those things here.

Just be prepared.kalau dah tahu diri tu macam passive sgt2 ke maybe you should try to change yourself a bit from now.baby steps org tua2 panggil.i once a passive person and cannot even talk properly to strangers lol but getting through all those phase change me into what i am now,pandai involve dlm persatuan and program2 universiti,berani dah cakap dgn org termasuklah berurusan dengan orang pejabat.Memang waktu mula2 berdebo hati den tapi like i said kita mulakan dgn baby steps. And one more thing, please buang tabiat2 buruk tu jangan bawak sampai ke uni. masing-masing tahu lah tabiat masing2 kan.dah makin tua tu sepatutnya dah makin matang & makin berakal bukan sebaliknya.

Dah la kot malas nak lebih-lebih tak layak sangat nak advice orang #hanyainsanbiasa gituww 


p/s: goodluck utk bakal mahasiswa/i 🎓

T I R E D

Manusia ni ciptaan tuhan yang sangat2 kompleks.Setuju? (ya)

why i said so? Sebab bukan sekadar kejadian manusia itu sendiri tapi termasuklah mekanisme yang berlaku di dalam setiap sel-sel badan manusia anddddd aku dah start melalut..urgh

The point is aku rasa susah sangat nak hadam perangai manusia termasuk perangai aku sendiri. Sekejap happy,sekejap murung. Tengok orang senang,dengki tapi kalau tengok orang susah, pandai pulak kesian.eh tak marah pun hahaha

Kadang kita awal sangat nak judge seseorang.tengok muka someone serious then start lah kata dia sombong berlagak hati batu.padahal baru je kenal.but then in the other hand ones should serve a 'well' kind of face for others to see huhu.and sometimes kita juga kena faham maybe that someone ada problem negara ke jadi apa lah salahnya tanya khabar dia or if not at least just smile and bersangka baik.

there is this someone i know back then during high school years which acts very badly towards others.curse is his language and being rude is his daily routine.then one day,for some reason he change for good and the reason is mainly because of his mother.i cried in my heart when i heard this story.all in all just because people doesnt behave well doesnt mean that they do not fit in society.different person should be approached differently. [just my 50cents' thought]

My Father Is On Instagram

omg what!

my great sanctuary has fallen into pieces! haa no im just kidding
ive never thought that my parents would sign up for instagram.eh actually i do..they are the type of person who play with their phones i mean at home because their children had already conquered the tv,the only source of entertainment in the house lol besides the wifi (which the connection is slower than a snail getting its coffee for breakfast on sunday)

the fact that my father is on instagram doesnt really bother me like i'd think so before. i guess that is one of ways my parents can know abt my daily life in university (plus two hours flight away from home) hmm..

but of course i have been more careful about what goes inside my feed and instastory.god forbid if they know i dont really study and have an extra job as a spy here.nah! its so fiction-ly disgusting

H I L A N G

Sepatutnya aku study sekarang ni sebab esok ada test but instead i am writing a post rn. itulah manusia senang sangat nak terpesong lagi2 kalau orang macam aku ni (iman tak kuat) lol, truth act. beberapa hari yang lepas aku decide nak refrain myself dari bukak phone as in social media for like hours.but then, of course i could not literally done that dalam sekelip mata.its okay good things take times lol im just afraid its just an excuse. cross my fingers hoping its not.okay im taking baby steps and at least i tried right. BUT blogging is a no-no for a no.na'ah. chiao